Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I am off to see the wizard. Off to La-La Land.

Oh saya sungguh rasa nak mati. Serious shit tak tipu.

Thank you to Taufiq for that “Laskar Pelangi”. It helped. Ikan saya dah mati. Memang.
Thank you to Dr Inas and Dr Qish. Thank you for the prescriptions.
Thank you to Aiman for the support and understanding. Man, aku nak ikut kau pergi Turki. Aku pun nak pergi. Bawa hati. Macam kau.
Thank you to Andres for always being there for me, though I am mean to you, at almost all occasion. You’re the only one blessed with the highest capacity to tolerate the dark side of me. Thank you so much. I am touched.
To the girls, thank you so much too to help me through.
To kawan-kawan virtual macam nasapollo,amknight,bimbo,choki (put your name here, I mean it, I am too dizzy to make a list now. Sorry.) terima kasih juga. Kamu sangat baik. I am blessed to have a circle of friends that truly care. Thank you.

Sumpah. I never thought that things like this really happen. For God’s sake! I always wonder “Eh, eh, cerita macam ni pun diorang buat. Agaknya terjadi for real tak?” But now, it’s happening to me! Yes, me! ME! Syahirah. Game over kawan-kawan. It’s official. I am a complete loser. Damn it! I think I should talk of it, but nothing much I can say here. Takut-takut nanti kawan-kawan semua pun nak ikut saya mati bersama. Mungkin benar kata Encik F, I should go for a Rational-Emotive-Behavioral-Therapy session. Oh I could not take it. I thought I am strong but I am totally wrong. For that I am off. To see the wizard. Off to La-La Land. Of mine, my very one of a kind. Take care everyone. Wish me a peace of mind.

11 comments:

chi am said...

kenapakah? jangan mati dulu!

NORLELA ZUBIR said...

Ya, Maklang setuju dengan Chi Am : jangan mati dululah... Tulun!!! A girl so sweet like anak buah Maklang ini, cannot die so fastlah... so rugi, haiya...

Aduhai, rugi maa... ramai jejaka-jejaka dalam dunia ini akan meraung... huwa... huwa... huwa... siapa nak jawab nanti, Syahirah oiii???

Janganlah tulis bab mati-mati ini lagi ya. Kalau tulis lagi, Maklang akn protes dan komplen dengan Datin Pozia... (acah je...)!

Adoi, bertuah punya budak... Maklang enjoy reading your other stuff, so keep writing my dear...

Baqlish Firdaus said...

hurm.. kenapa post mcm nie.. hm...

The Chromatic Design.. said...

stop reading any novel 4 3 months..

idatazira said...

macam biasa.
wanita ini beremosi.
heh

Syarifah Nur Athirah said...

hoyo000 sis...what happen mehh....

shirley said...

[turut serta membusykn bodi]

"ya la..whats wrong babe?" kataku smbil menggaru kepala.

IdzaRis said...

sabo..sabo..sabo...

SyAhiRah LaLAla said...

chi am: hehs.nasib baik la i tak mati lagi :D

maklang: TQ maklang. takde sape nak nanges kalau Ya mati kot. isk. emo pulak :D

baqlish firdaus: biasalah Qish. kesusahan hidup i yang berpanjangan. isk.

the chromatic design: i just can't. in fact i've bought another three novels. oh.

idatazira: ye adik. kamu sungguh memahami :D

syarifah nur athirah: it's a long story,,darling. isk. but it's over anyway [i hope.]

shirley: ahah. like i said,,it's a long story that i don't bother to tell anymore. hehs. biasalah kalau time emo memang cemtu *malu* :D

idzaris: TQ. sedang bersabar :)

moQ a said...

syahirah!!nk email...hikhik
tetibe blog jadik private...hiiiii

SyAhiRah LaLAla said...

hehe. tetibe ek? iv left u the email add thru YM adik ;)