Wednesday, March 4, 2009


Hi everyone. I had just realized that I did not post anything on February. February should be filled with love all over the world, too bad that I had missed the month. Someone should take the blame for not making me feel loved. [My Perfect Match, I wish you read this one *mengade~*] Hehs. I am super busy this semester, of the assignments of course. So I am going to sum up a few things of my interest.

  1. I am turning 23 soon. Very soon. Welcome me adulthood!
  2. Another item in my wishlist is checked now. Yeay!
  3. I had stopped driving since five years ago and still not driving so the idea of seeing me driving to class is ridiculous OK? And I didn't own a car. And sugar daddy too! You crazy story-mongers, don't be silly. And my bestfriend's name is neither Farah nor Linda. I can't even recall having close friends named as mentioned. Haisy.
  4. I hate copycats. By all means.
  5. I am suffering from severe coughing and sore throat, fever and flu. I've lost my voice. And tomorrow I am going to have a reading test of my third language class and so, I am worried now. How am I going to survive?
  6. I have learnt that teachers really give deep impacts on students by all means; say it of self-esteem, motivation, etc. It's of my own experience being in both condition; having lecturers who are very supportive when you are giving your opinion over things as well as having lecturers who downgrade you though you have been putting tremendous effort on your work. It's so devastating to have such lecturers. To me, a lecturer should be the most supportive creature in the world. That makes me even scared of being a teacher, realizing the fact that the impact I might be giving to my students if I somehow fail to be a great role-model to them. Now I have decreased my interest to 20% [if you could grasp my hidden meaning.]
  7. I don't feel at home when I was at home last weekend. Everything's changing, for betterment of course, but somehow, I was not as comfortable as I was before. Am I not resilient?
  8. I have learnt my lesson of not to go against the rules as it really brings bad impacts towards me and people around me. I regret myself for doing so. And I swear not to repeat the same mistake over again.
  9. I have started to feel annoyed of my public speaking class as it is irrelevant for me in the sense that the amount of works that I have to accomplish every week, of the amount of hours that I have to spend for the class [she's making it into two classes a week which equals to four hours but the fact that the course is actually a one-credit-hour course only. Got it everyone?] as well as the relevance of each task given. I don't want you to think that I am complaining out of nothing and please do not hesitate to ask for living proof.

OK, I am out of control. I should get ready to go to my public speaking class [it was meant for my co-curricular activities and I realized that I am not lucky in choosing the course. I always be in classes where everything is not enjoyable as it sounds and as it should.] And so, I have got to go by now. My next entry might be a long entry. Considering the fact that I am a left-brained person, playing with words is my favourite [though it is not my expertise. and maybe that is why I always mess things up *rolling eyes*] Bye-bye, people.

OK, tiba-tiba rasa nak tambah list lah. Sambung balik.

  1. I noticed that for the more I wish for something, the further it goes away from me. And most of my wishes did not come true. Malang kan? Maybe I should stop wishing for the things that I want. Maybe I should just go with the flow. And maybe I should be heartless too. Left-brainer kan tidak emosional. Kan?
  2. Some say I am revengeful. Well, maybe I am.
  3. It's good to be noticed in class. I do agree with you, Moq A. It feels so good if the lecturers remember your name. And the good side of you, for sure. It's a proof that they are aware of your existence in this world. [bunyi macam loser yang hunger for attention pula. oh.]
  4. I am revealing the other side of me here. The darker side that I wish I could display.
  5. Perhaps I should eat so many lemons because I am so bitter.

It's 4.30 a.m. and I have early morning class tomorrow. I wish I would be able to wake up and make it to class. Dan harap-harap saya akan berjaya mewarnakan kasut dengan cantik dan jayanya, amin *prayhard*


Baqlish Firdaus said...

finally a new post from u.. its been years... anyway take care and enjoy ur public speaking... hehe..

Esteban said...

suara serak2 basah la ni?

chi am said...

how did u calculate that 20%? ajar saye boley?

moQ a said...

syahirah!yes,u r the left brain people!! same to amalina...
brilliant with words..

and no wonderla mine is right.
just look at myblog..
i let the pictures do the talking..
and of cos,i hate words...

tabahla dengan menghadapi hari2 public speaking tuu...
sabar itu menarik..

nak revlon skit!

The Chromatic Design.. said...

hehe...left brain? right brain? middle brain? hurm..a few years ago i am a right brain person...however, the time i had a medic gf, i was jealous bcoz of her reasoning and logical skills, so i studied so many neurology n psychology day i took again the brain test, n now i'm a left-brain it so important? u can decide which one u wanna b...remember..God will not change a person unless he changes himself.. =)

Qasiyh said...

ouh,update pon...
ade org ckp u ade sugardad ke???

SyAhiRah LaLAla said...

baqlish firdaus: mana ada years. a month sajek. u ni exaggerate jelah. hehe. thanks. i m going to present my speech on my birthday. yay! *i am being sarcastic* tidak yay sebenarnya :((

esteban: takde serak-serak,,hilang terus. But i am fully recovered now :)

chi am: ah,,I just knew it by heart. I am born with it. haha. kamu percaya dengan kira-kira itu?
[ but i believe u're the best person to do the calculations,,bukankah begitu? u pndai lukis graf ;) ]

moq a: ala kamu sajek takmo reveal talent dgn words tu. sengaja lah tu. hebat sebenarnya moq a ni. hahaha. revlon itu ye? marilah datang ke rumah saya. kita jadi halle berry bersama-sama :D

the chromatic design: wow. i am amazed by ur story. it is important in the sense that to hv the knwledge of hw ppl are categorized and appropriate method to be applied accordingly together with some other things yg determined ur inclination towards which side of brain u r utilizing more ke apa ke kan,,surely there are the importance to determine in which category u beling to,, I believe :)

SyAhiRah LaLAla said...

eh,,tertinggal pula komen adik qasiyh. tak habis scroll. my bad. baru ada sedikit kesempatan 4 updates. ada tapi itu kes yang agak terpencil la. tidak bijak sungguh. haisyy.

penanya (?) said...

aku suka betul public speaking.. rasa diri macam pemerintah kuku besi pon ada gak kalau berpidato hahahaha

gud luck kamu